Crimson Calamus
Okay… I’ve put it off long enough. Things have just been getting worse and I really need to go see what Set is up to. I hate to do it, but I have to go alone. I won’t risk anyone else… well. Anyway. I’m off, wish me luck. You probably won’t be hearing from me for a while, but…
Thank you, Celeste. I’ll definitely let you know if I need help, but don’t worry too much. It’s mostly just recon type stuff for my peace of mind. I’m sure everything will turn out alright.
Okay… I’ve put it off long enough. Things have just been getting worse and I really need to go see what Set is up to. I hate to do it, but I have to go alone. I won’t risk anyone else… well. Anyway. I’m off, wish me luck. You probably won’t be hearing from me for a while, but I’ll be back as soon as possible.
Anonymous asked: Cayla: Odds are he will. He's such a great guy. I'm gonna have to force him to realize i'm not completely helpless i think.
It always helps. You aren’t fragile, just a bit challenged temporarily.
Anonymous asked: LV: It's a bit late, buuut...Happy Mother's Day, darling! I hope it went well for you~ <3
Aw, thank you, Celeste! It was great for the most part. I hope yours went well too!
Anonymous asked: Cayla: That's glorious! I promise not to abuse this power. Insert awful cliche spider man quote. Etcetera etcetera. I'll be nice as often as emotions allow.
Haha. Yes, it’s best not to abuse it. Just be sure he doesn’t completely go crazy over your every need.
Anonymous asked: Cayla: No worries there. Now that Raea was able to tell me what i needed to know i know what to expect :) Or to anticipate. Tristan is cute, although mildly overbearing.
I’m glad she was able to help you out, darling. They all get like that. You should just see Darcone. He does anything I ask, even if I don’t mean for him to. They’re so silly.
auraseer asked: Cayla asks: Just be careful. I'm so looking forward to the end of the year and beginning of next year. I have a feeling we'll be spending a lot of time together.
Always my dear, have no worries. You take care yourself.
I’m been so tired today! I’ve done absolutely nothing productive, even though I know there’s a ton of paperwork in my office to do. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, honestly. I guess I just need a day off…. again. I’ve been taking so many of them lately. It’s getting scary.
I think I need to go check on Set’s doings. He may be the cause of this. I just… well. I’m not looking forward to going into his territories. They’re never fun.
sylinyx asked: Meldoui: do y9ou molt?
Yes, actually. It’s a pain in the ass. I hate having to pick up all the feathers.
Anonymous asked: Meldoi: do 9ou lay edggs?
Um… what kind of question is this? No, I daresay I do not lay eggs… My race didn’t evolve that way, though there are some Laceians that do. I’m just not one of them.
Darcone was going through my books today. He found my old Complete Works of Shakespeare. I’m not going to lie. I let out a small squeal of delight when I saw the old thing. I forgot I even had it. He laughed at me, but we’ve been going through it, me picking out my favorite sonnets and plays and reading things to him.
He stole it from me an hour ago and has since been reading Much Ado About Nothing to me. He’s silly when he does the voices, but it doesn’t detract from the play at all.
You’d think I’d be bored of it after a full day of Shakespearean language, but honestly, it’s been wonderful. Darcone and I don’t get nearly enough days where we can just goof off and be a couple.
Having some time away from him has allowed me to clear my mind and think about things more rationally, and I’ve finally come to a conclusion…I think I’m going to go ahead and divorce him. I wanted us to stay together for the sake of my son, but the more I’ve considered it, the more I realize…
If that’s the way it needs to be, then that’s the way to go, dear. I know it’s difficult, especially with children involved, but sometimes its what you have to do. I’m here to talk if you need it.
I’m here to support you, no matter what decisions you think work best.
Thank you, darling~ I’ve been considering it for a long time, and I think this is the best course of action. Fortunately Jasper still doesn’t know much about his father…And with any luck, he’ll never have to. I know it might be a little difficult for him to grow up without a dad, but there’s plenty of other male role models out there that are far better than that man I was stupid enough to marry.
I appreciate your support. I don’t think I’d be able to do this if you didn’t have my back~ <3
I definitely understand. My oldest had a little issue of his father and step father not wanting to do with him, but I can attest that having others to help and support me. I’ll be here when you need me, darling.
Having some time away from him has allowed me to clear my mind and think about things more rationally, and I’ve finally come to a conclusion…I think I’m going to go ahead and divorce him. I wanted us to stay together for the sake of my son, but the more I’ve considered it, the more I realize…
If that’s the way it needs to be, then that’s the way to go, dear. I know it’s difficult, especially with children involved, but sometimes its what you have to do. I’m here to talk if you need it.
I’m here to support you, no matter what decisions you think work best.
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Darcone woke me this morning by almost suffocating me with his arm. His entire body was tense, I have no idea what was wrong, but something tells me he was having night terrors from his mission a season or so back.
And he won’t talk about it. Says he doesn’t want to worry me……..
I’m not sure if anything did. The mission was super secret infiltration, and he never said anything happened while he was away. I just worry it could be trauma, and I hope it isn’t anything too serious. It happens periodically, but still. Things like this typically happen after missions. Ugh. I guess I’ll have to try to get it out of him so I can help him. You’re right. Men are ridiculous when it comes to these things.
